keep on wondering ....

Once I was there in the please his name I don't even know.

in the world that some how feels so different from what I have known ..

I wonder what was it ??..

I was there watching every person breath, move, laughing, running and guess what ?

I say to my self “these is the world when every buddy doesn’t know the meaning of tears and the meaning of sadness, in the life of others ”

I wonder if they even know about my pane that have been killing me for years.

I wonder if they heard my voice that have been screaming so loud, so it can be heard by those who I think they don’t even have ears to hear..

I have been crying and from all the tears that have been falling so hard ,that come close to fade away…

but yet still there is no blind person have seen it, and come to wash away it from these sad eyes.

I cant feel the happiness, cant feel the word warm and light.

all that I do is live in this life that so cold and dark, until the day comes, the day that I will find you…

the day when I will decide to move ford and believe, that there is someone who can cure my pane, that have been hearting me so mush, that even me cant explained it. And that there is someone here with me , holding me so I wont be scared anymore , someone that will make my dream come true

I wonder who that someone is?...what he look like, what his name is?...

And how far he will move ford with me, how much he love me that he will never let go of me no matter what …

I wonder who you are …that I think you are still far….